The shadow of mine....

It's said that every man has a jinn assigned to him\her.Good or bad Allah knows best, but truly sometimes we do fall deep down their meticulously planned traps.They maybe unseen, but we have to believe in them for that is what is expected from our deen.Also who could deny the consequenses of their convincing evil whispering?

Sometimes i feel like my own shadow is trying to swallow me up. No matter how hard i try to ignore the little voices in my head, they manage to get me hypnotized.They play around with me like a dummy.I guess in Qiyama when everything would be played back  i will have to stay back and watch the muppet show of my life.

They follow me everywhere, there is no place devoid of them so it's utterly useless running away so the only choice i am left with is to face reality and call out for the bring it on moment.This dark shadow of mine will never leave me ; not unless i am covered by an envelope of darkness.To Struggle and strive is the only option leading to hope, but let me tell you, it's definitely not going to be easy as it sounds.So i have to infuse the two S (Struggle & strive) with determination, patience and perseverence. And In Sha Allah with Allah's help victory will be mine. This might be my story, but all the rivers flow into one ocean so whatever your story might be never give up for you might be much stronger than you think you are.

Good luck with all that befalls on your path home!